Weight: 155.6
Exercise: Run: 3.2 miles. time 46:50, pace 14:16
As I was eating breakfast and finishing my coffee this morning, I was contemplating my run and I knew in my heart of hearts that I really didn't feel like getting out there today. But I also knew in my heart of hearts that getting out there today was exactly what I had to do. So I finished my breakfast, drank my coffee, did the dishes, put on my running clothes, donned my rain gear and headed out the door. It rained steadily for my entire run and it was very dark. I need to get a reflective vest if I am going to run in this kind of weather; I was anxious about drivers' visibility with the rain hitting their windshields. My rain jacket is light colored, but it's not that light. I'll be looking for a reflective vest or something like that this weekend. I walked a significant portion of today's run. As I said, my heart just wasn't in it. But I got the miles in.
Here is yesterday's workout:
None of these exercises put any strain on my left inner elbow. so that was good. I increased my weights on the Bench Press and the Bench Pause Reps. With the Bench Pause Reps you lower the barbell all the way to your chest and let it rest there for a second, and then push it back up from the resting position. This is much more difficult than the Bench Press, surprisingly so.
I'm not having any trouble at all with food this week. I woke up Tuesday morning, saw how much I weighed and that was that, back on program. Why I couldn't do that at 154, 155, or 156 pounds, I don't know. Perhaps it wasn't so much the number on the scale that flipped the switch as it was getting back from a weekend away re-energized. Whatever it is, I'm grateful not to be struggling with my food program. It's felt very natural to stay on program. I haven't been having cravings and I haven't been wanting to eat crap or overeat. What a relief. I had a rough several weeks with constant hunger, cravings, overeating, and indulging in off program foods. Hormones? Probably. I can't beat myself up about it, I just need to stay vigilant and be as consistent as I can be. Also. no matter what is going on with food, I need to keep my exercise program consistent. That has helped a lot!
Enjoy the day! Rain or no rain, at least it's warm.
Friday, September 9, 2016
Thursday, September 8, 2016
9/8/2016: Keeping it off: Why is it so difficult?
Weight: 156.4
Exercise: Weight lifting later today - I'm not working today
I just googled, "Why is it so difficult to keep weight off" and the below article came up. The article was written about a study done in Australia in 2011. Fifty subjects that were healthy but overweight participated in the study. They were put on severely calorie restrictive diets (500 to 550 calories a day) designed to cause them to lose 10% of their body weight in 10 weeks. Once the weight was lost, they were put on maintenance diets for a year. Their hormone levels were measured three times: at the beginning of the study, after the 10 week weight loss period, and after one year on the maintenance diet.
Three hormones were measured, leptin (which tells the body how much fat is present), ghrelin (stimulates hunger), and peptide YY (also stimulates hungers). After the 10 week diet, leptin decreased by 66% from the pre-diet levels. One year later, leptin was still 33% lower than normal. Ghrelin and peptide YY were elevated after the 10 week diet and remained elevated a year later. making the subjects' appetites stronger than at the start of the study.
Below is a quote from the article's conclusion:
I spent the next half hour reading several more articles. It was interesting how many referred back to the above 2011 study. Most of the rest of them referred to the study done on several Biggest Loser contestants. They all say basically the same thing, that the body is metabolically altered after losing a significant amount of weight. The change in the body after weight loss makes it physically and mentally difficult to stay at a lower weight. Not impossible, just difficult.
My takeaways are this:
For me and countless other people, the damage is done. By being 100 pounds overweight earlier in life, I have forever and irreparably damaged my body. That's a fact. I have undone a lot of the damage. I've lost the weight. I exercise regularly. I am healthy. I am strong. I paid a surgeon to remove a lot of excess skin. I'm starting to enjoy my exercise routines. I like to play physical games. I enjoy hiking and other activities in which I must physically push myself. I have a food program that is healthy and that I enjoy. All of this is great, but it's not the entire story. The physical evidence of once being overweight is ever present in the form of stretch marks on my thighs, hips, belly and breasts. My body wants to gain the weight back. I can't eat much more than 1500 calories a day without gaining weight. Sometimes, the desire to eat more than 1500 calories a day is overwhelming. Physiologically, I am a different person than I would have been if I was never significantly overweight.
So how do we learn from this? How do we, as a society, take everything we've learned and apply this to real life? There are millions and millions of us that are overweight and that would be healthier and, I believe, happier if they lost weight. So part of the question is how do we help them. But to me, the bigger question is how do we help keep people from getting overweight in the first place. It seems to me that that needs to be our focus. Wouldn't it make sense to start teaching nutrition in preschool and to continue teaching it every single day until kids graduate from high school? Shouldn't exercise become a part of every child's day, everyday? What is more important, in the long run, than that? Nutrition, exercise, and the components of a healthy lifestyle can be built into almost any lesson. Math, science, history, art, music, social studies, political science; you name it, you can incorporate some element of health education into it. By the time a kid graduates from high school, this should be stuff that they just know. It should be second nature. I am astounded by the number of people I talk to that just don't know enough. The information is out there, if you want to learn, but as an adult it is so much harder. You have to want the information. But if we start incorporating this information into the everyday lessons of toddlers, they'll grow up with this knowledge. I'm not saying that this will solve the problem, but I do believe it would be a huge step in the right direction. From everything I've read and from my own personal experience, it sure seems like one of the most important things we can do for the next generation is to provide them with the tools they need so that they don't become overweight in the first place. I think about this a lot. I worry about it a lot. I don't know the answers, but I do know that this is not just my struggle. It's our struggle. And, as they say, the struggle is real.
That's all I've got for today. Have a good one!!
Exercise: Weight lifting later today - I'm not working today
I just googled, "Why is it so difficult to keep weight off" and the below article came up. The article was written about a study done in Australia in 2011. Fifty subjects that were healthy but overweight participated in the study. They were put on severely calorie restrictive diets (500 to 550 calories a day) designed to cause them to lose 10% of their body weight in 10 weeks. Once the weight was lost, they were put on maintenance diets for a year. Their hormone levels were measured three times: at the beginning of the study, after the 10 week weight loss period, and after one year on the maintenance diet.
Three hormones were measured, leptin (which tells the body how much fat is present), ghrelin (stimulates hunger), and peptide YY (also stimulates hungers). After the 10 week diet, leptin decreased by 66% from the pre-diet levels. One year later, leptin was still 33% lower than normal. Ghrelin and peptide YY were elevated after the 10 week diet and remained elevated a year later. making the subjects' appetites stronger than at the start of the study.
Below is a quote from the article's conclusion:
The results show, once again, Dr. Leibel said, that losing weight "is not a neutral event," and that it is no accident that more than 90 percent of people who lose a lot of weight gain it back. "You are putting your body into a circumstance it will resist," he said. "You are, in a sense, more metabolically normal when you are at a higher body weight."Link to article: www.nytimes.com/2011/10/27/health/biological-changes-thwart-weight-loss-efforts-study-finds.html?_r=0
I spent the next half hour reading several more articles. It was interesting how many referred back to the above 2011 study. Most of the rest of them referred to the study done on several Biggest Loser contestants. They all say basically the same thing, that the body is metabolically altered after losing a significant amount of weight. The change in the body after weight loss makes it physically and mentally difficult to stay at a lower weight. Not impossible, just difficult.
My takeaways are this:
- Avoid long periods of severe calorie restriction.
- While trying to lose weight, make changes that are sustainable for the rest of your life. In order to keep weight off, you will have to forever maintain the habits that you incorporated into your life in order to take the weight off.
- Don't be in a hurry. It's not a race. This really is a lifestyle change. This sounds trite, but it's true.
- Don't beat yourself up if you gain back a few pounds, but definitely respond to it quickly. Don't let 5 pounds become 10, and 10 become 20.
- Never forget why it matters to you to weigh your healthy weight. In one article I read the participants of a study said that they would rather be blinded or have a leg amputated than be fat again, yet they gained weight back anyway. Wow. I get that.
- Don't suffer through this. Long term suffering will result in giving up. A healthy lifestyle that promotes a healthy weight has to be normal and OK (perhaps even enjoyable) with you, or it won't last.
- Develop a food plan for life that is healthy and delicious. Follow it consistently.
- Develop an activity plan that you enjoy. To exercise consistently, you must enjoy it. For some of us, that is hard to imagine. Several years ago I often stated, rather emphatically, "I hate exercise!" Well, guess what? That doesn't work. If you hate it, you'll eventually quit doing it. First step, stop saying you hate it. Second step, keep trying new things until you find something you enjoy. Third step, find someone to do it with. Fourth step, play games or participate in activities that are more fun if you're fit. Somewhere in there, I don't which step it is, make physical activity a priority.
For me and countless other people, the damage is done. By being 100 pounds overweight earlier in life, I have forever and irreparably damaged my body. That's a fact. I have undone a lot of the damage. I've lost the weight. I exercise regularly. I am healthy. I am strong. I paid a surgeon to remove a lot of excess skin. I'm starting to enjoy my exercise routines. I like to play physical games. I enjoy hiking and other activities in which I must physically push myself. I have a food program that is healthy and that I enjoy. All of this is great, but it's not the entire story. The physical evidence of once being overweight is ever present in the form of stretch marks on my thighs, hips, belly and breasts. My body wants to gain the weight back. I can't eat much more than 1500 calories a day without gaining weight. Sometimes, the desire to eat more than 1500 calories a day is overwhelming. Physiologically, I am a different person than I would have been if I was never significantly overweight.
So how do we learn from this? How do we, as a society, take everything we've learned and apply this to real life? There are millions and millions of us that are overweight and that would be healthier and, I believe, happier if they lost weight. So part of the question is how do we help them. But to me, the bigger question is how do we help keep people from getting overweight in the first place. It seems to me that that needs to be our focus. Wouldn't it make sense to start teaching nutrition in preschool and to continue teaching it every single day until kids graduate from high school? Shouldn't exercise become a part of every child's day, everyday? What is more important, in the long run, than that? Nutrition, exercise, and the components of a healthy lifestyle can be built into almost any lesson. Math, science, history, art, music, social studies, political science; you name it, you can incorporate some element of health education into it. By the time a kid graduates from high school, this should be stuff that they just know. It should be second nature. I am astounded by the number of people I talk to that just don't know enough. The information is out there, if you want to learn, but as an adult it is so much harder. You have to want the information. But if we start incorporating this information into the everyday lessons of toddlers, they'll grow up with this knowledge. I'm not saying that this will solve the problem, but I do believe it would be a huge step in the right direction. From everything I've read and from my own personal experience, it sure seems like one of the most important things we can do for the next generation is to provide them with the tools they need so that they don't become overweight in the first place. I think about this a lot. I worry about it a lot. I don't know the answers, but I do know that this is not just my struggle. It's our struggle. And, as they say, the struggle is real.
That's all I've got for today. Have a good one!!
Wednesday, September 7, 2016
9/7/2016: Getting Back in the Groove
Weight: 158.0
Exercise: Yesterday - Legs and Shoulders
Exercise: Today - Run: Week 4, Run 2, Base: 3.2 miles, 43.35 minutes. 13:30 average speed
Here is yesterday's workout:
I won't use the blue pencil next time, it's hard to read. I have started doing grip exercises because I am having some pain in my inside left elbow. It is particularly painful when I do a dumbbell curl, but it does not hurt when I do a hammer curl. My trainer said that indicates that my grip is weak in my left hand so my arm is compensating for the weak grip, putting too much tension on the tendon. We are avoiding all exercises that hurt until it heals and we are working on improving grip strength. I had a similar problem about a year ago. I should have kept up with the grip strengthening exercises, but I completely forgot about it until it started hurting again.
The running is going fine. It's helping me a lot not to pressure myself to run further and faster. I'm not dreading the runs nearly as much as I was. I try to focus on form for parts of my run and that seems to be helping, too. I feel pretty good about how the running is progressing.
Of course I ate too much while we were on our little vacation. I got back on program first thing yesterday morning, though. Whatever. I am sure I'll be fighting this 8-10 pounds for the rest of my life. While I can allow myself to get frustrated about it, it's really not that bad. I'd rather have to lose 8 pounds 200 more times in my life than ever have to lose 100 pounds again. I'm going to keep fighting the good fight. Who knows? Maybe someday my body will be content at 150. I kind of doubt it, but you never know. It seems odd to me that it wants to gain weight. I am happier at 150-151, I feel better, I'm healthier, and yet, I start eating too much and I start gaining weight. It makes no sense. Why wouldn't the natural tendency be to stay at a healthy weight? I know the theories about evolution and food scarcity and set points. Sometimes I just want it to be easier. Oh well. It is what it is and it's worth the hard work and discipline.
Discipline is key. When I am in my super-disciplined mode, it's easy to stay on track. The second I stop being super-disciplined, it all starts to slide. I can't seem to be relaxed about my diet and not start gaining weight. I guess that's the part that I find frustrating. I don't know why exactly. There is nothing wrong about being disciplined, except that sometimes I don't want to be. Such is life.
It's time to get my day started. Have a great day!!
Exercise: Yesterday - Legs and Shoulders
Exercise: Today - Run: Week 4, Run 2, Base: 3.2 miles, 43.35 minutes. 13:30 average speed
Here is yesterday's workout:
I won't use the blue pencil next time, it's hard to read. I have started doing grip exercises because I am having some pain in my inside left elbow. It is particularly painful when I do a dumbbell curl, but it does not hurt when I do a hammer curl. My trainer said that indicates that my grip is weak in my left hand so my arm is compensating for the weak grip, putting too much tension on the tendon. We are avoiding all exercises that hurt until it heals and we are working on improving grip strength. I had a similar problem about a year ago. I should have kept up with the grip strengthening exercises, but I completely forgot about it until it started hurting again.
The running is going fine. It's helping me a lot not to pressure myself to run further and faster. I'm not dreading the runs nearly as much as I was. I try to focus on form for parts of my run and that seems to be helping, too. I feel pretty good about how the running is progressing.
Of course I ate too much while we were on our little vacation. I got back on program first thing yesterday morning, though. Whatever. I am sure I'll be fighting this 8-10 pounds for the rest of my life. While I can allow myself to get frustrated about it, it's really not that bad. I'd rather have to lose 8 pounds 200 more times in my life than ever have to lose 100 pounds again. I'm going to keep fighting the good fight. Who knows? Maybe someday my body will be content at 150. I kind of doubt it, but you never know. It seems odd to me that it wants to gain weight. I am happier at 150-151, I feel better, I'm healthier, and yet, I start eating too much and I start gaining weight. It makes no sense. Why wouldn't the natural tendency be to stay at a healthy weight? I know the theories about evolution and food scarcity and set points. Sometimes I just want it to be easier. Oh well. It is what it is and it's worth the hard work and discipline.
Discipline is key. When I am in my super-disciplined mode, it's easy to stay on track. The second I stop being super-disciplined, it all starts to slide. I can't seem to be relaxed about my diet and not start gaining weight. I guess that's the part that I find frustrating. I don't know why exactly. There is nothing wrong about being disciplined, except that sometimes I don't want to be. Such is life.
It's time to get my day started. Have a great day!!
Saturday, September 3, 2016
9/2/16: Well That Was a Really Bad Idea
Weight: 157.2
Exercise: 5 mile run yesterday, I work out with Lauren this morning
Yesterday I had this notion that maybe I could be a little less strict about my diet and not gain weight because I was exercising so much. I guess that plan didn't play out very well. I gained 3.5 pounds yesterday. This is why I am so super strict.
I didn't eat that much. I didn't eat anything sweet. I also didn't eat at home. I had lunch out with a friend (a salad) and we ate dinner out at a bar and grill. Dinner out was not the healthiest thing in the world, but it was a small meal. I had potato skins stuffed with pulled pork and a dinner salad. It really wasn't very much food. I also had a beer. I maybe would have done OK with all of that, if it hadn't been for the ball game. At around the third inning I decided to get a bag of peanuts and another beer. I guess it was a cheat day and it showed up on the scale in a big way. Food is something I just can't afford to mess around with.
I will recover from this, of that I'm certain. Unfortunately, it is going to be difficult to be really strict with food for the next couple of days because Jack and I are going on a little road trip, leaving this morning and coming back on Monday. I am going to have to make very careful choices while we are gone.
It's kind of a shame that my weight jumped up so much overnight because I was feeling pretty good about everything. My weight had started coming back down, my stress level was coming down a little bit, my exercise program is feeling solid, and I enjoyed my day off. This is why I have to weigh myself every single day. All it takes is one day and the slide really starts.
I probably won't post from the road. My next post will probably be on Tuesday morning.
Enjoy your holiday weekend.
Exercise: 5 mile run yesterday, I work out with Lauren this morning
Yesterday I had this notion that maybe I could be a little less strict about my diet and not gain weight because I was exercising so much. I guess that plan didn't play out very well. I gained 3.5 pounds yesterday. This is why I am so super strict.
I didn't eat that much. I didn't eat anything sweet. I also didn't eat at home. I had lunch out with a friend (a salad) and we ate dinner out at a bar and grill. Dinner out was not the healthiest thing in the world, but it was a small meal. I had potato skins stuffed with pulled pork and a dinner salad. It really wasn't very much food. I also had a beer. I maybe would have done OK with all of that, if it hadn't been for the ball game. At around the third inning I decided to get a bag of peanuts and another beer. I guess it was a cheat day and it showed up on the scale in a big way. Food is something I just can't afford to mess around with.
I will recover from this, of that I'm certain. Unfortunately, it is going to be difficult to be really strict with food for the next couple of days because Jack and I are going on a little road trip, leaving this morning and coming back on Monday. I am going to have to make very careful choices while we are gone.
It's kind of a shame that my weight jumped up so much overnight because I was feeling pretty good about everything. My weight had started coming back down, my stress level was coming down a little bit, my exercise program is feeling solid, and I enjoyed my day off. This is why I have to weigh myself every single day. All it takes is one day and the slide really starts.
I probably won't post from the road. My next post will probably be on Tuesday morning.
Enjoy your holiday weekend.
Friday, September 2, 2016
9/2/16: Run is Done - And Thoughts on Cross Training
Week 3, Run 3, for Distance. 5 miles, Time 1:04:09, avg speed 12:36/mile. I don't know why I was faster today than normal. My goal isn't for speed, my goal is to get the miles in.
I have been changing my attitude about running. I set my distance and run as much of it as I feel like running. Then I walk. When I am tired of walking I run again, and then I walk, and so on until the distance is done. I used to push myself to run a little further each time, now I am focusing on listening to my body. It makes running less of a chore and a little more fun. It also reduces the risk of injury. I think it makes sense.
I have also been thinking about cross training. It occurs to me that anyone that is serious about exercise probably has one form of exercise that they really like and then they cross train for overall health, fitness and well being. For me, I really like weight lifting. I invest most of my exercise budget (time and money) in weight training (buying gear, hiring a trainer, investing the time working out). I run because I think it's good for me and ultimately it will improve my strength training.
Other people like to run, swim, row, ski, hike, walk, cycle, etc. That's where they will invest the bulk of their time and money, and they'll strength train because it's good for them.
This makes sense to me. Find an exercise that you love and invest heavily in it. Then cross train for overall well being. I like this idea.
OK - I must go. Time's a-wasting.
I have been changing my attitude about running. I set my distance and run as much of it as I feel like running. Then I walk. When I am tired of walking I run again, and then I walk, and so on until the distance is done. I used to push myself to run a little further each time, now I am focusing on listening to my body. It makes running less of a chore and a little more fun. It also reduces the risk of injury. I think it makes sense.
I have also been thinking about cross training. It occurs to me that anyone that is serious about exercise probably has one form of exercise that they really like and then they cross train for overall health, fitness and well being. For me, I really like weight lifting. I invest most of my exercise budget (time and money) in weight training (buying gear, hiring a trainer, investing the time working out). I run because I think it's good for me and ultimately it will improve my strength training.
Other people like to run, swim, row, ski, hike, walk, cycle, etc. That's where they will invest the bulk of their time and money, and they'll strength train because it's good for them.
This makes sense to me. Find an exercise that you love and invest heavily in it. Then cross train for overall well being. I like this idea.
OK - I must go. Time's a-wasting.
9/2/2016: Four Day Weekend
Weight: 153.4
Exercise: Run for Distance (about 4.8 miles) scheduled for today
Today is the first day of a four day weekend. Knowing that I would have the day off today and with a significant deadline at work looming, I worked late last night. I didn't end up going to bed until after 10:00, so I slept until 6:00 this morning, then I got up, made breakfast and took Jackie to work so that Steve could use the Rabbit today. I have a busy day planned: Pay the bills, go for a run, go out to lunch with a friend, get a manicure and pedicure, stop at the grocery store for food for dinner, prep dinner, pick Jackie up from work, cook dinner, and go to a ball game. Hardly feels like a day off!!
Exercise is going fine. Food is still not great. Stress is still high, but better. Jack and I are taking a little road trip this weekend. We are staying at a B&B in Wilson, Kansas, and are going to go visit the Garden of Eden in Lucas, among other things. Check out the website. This place looks pretty freaky/cool: http://www.garden-of-eden-lucas-kansas.com. I am billing this as a Romantic Weekend Getaway. I think it will be a lot of fun and quite relaxing! Just what the doctor ordered!!
I guess that's all I've got for today. No major epiphanies or pronouncements. Just trying to sort out what comes next in this crazy life of mine.
Have a good one out there!
Thursday, September 1, 2016
9/1/16 - update
Weight: 154.0
Exercise: Chest and triceps
I am running late, so just an update.
My workout this morning took 56 minutes. It was very difficult. It is much harder to focus on a couple of specific muscle groups for an hour than it is to do a full body workout. I'm still adjusting.
Have a wonderful day!!
Exercise: Chest and triceps
I am running late, so just an update.
My workout this morning took 56 minutes. It was very difficult. It is much harder to focus on a couple of specific muscle groups for an hour than it is to do a full body workout. I'm still adjusting.
Have a wonderful day!!
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